Thank you all so much:*HUGS* I know that these reunions aren't always happy, that is why I've put it off for so long
I have seen the stories of adopted kids finding their birth parents only to find out that they weren't really wanted or that their parents tell them that they were a mistake, I don't think I could handle hearing anything like that on top of the feeling of rejection that I already have from it. I think I have a right to know regardless of what the circumstances were. I guess I just need to put my fears and pride aside and do it! I really want to know , and to know my medicval history and family background. Not knowing anything medical wise in genetics or anything is scary