Believe me - I sure wish I wasn't either. I keep dreaming that they are going to make an announcement anyday that it was all a huge misunderstanding. I would like to think that if the rumors were all dead wrong - that the band would be doing some kind of interview announcement or something denying the break up. Especially by now. Again, JMO, but it has gone beyond being "fishy" in my mind - it is pretty clear.