[CollectiveSoul]

I am considered a christian but its like i have no religion. Why would I? I was told that if i become more religious this will help me understnad life better, and It really doesn't. I've doing fine without this whole religion thing so i have no God becasue if there is a god watching over us like as our ruler i don't where he is ruling becuase he hasnt helped me much. i told my mom this and she siad "wehre doyour lines on your hadn come from?" uh they are gentically there. I see no reason for ME to praise someone that has never shown his face and that is nverp proven to exist or even help us, but if i become a athesit my parents will freak but i sitll wanna celebrater Christmas wit hthe tree exccept i dont belive in that stuff. SOrry if this stuff is out of order its jsut me spilling my guts out to everyone. Ma iwrong to feel this way? Am i being a moron for saying i don't ythink there is a god? damn this sucks.