Yah know...Jester, I know exactly how you are feeling...I grew up in a catholic family, my parents are very religious, my sister, my friends, people on my work...
Even though not all are catholics, all of them have a religion... and obviously believe in God but ...as for me , even though I'm catholic...I have a lot of questions that Church or whatever religion cannot answer...
I 'm a very rational person and so it's quite hard to accept the religion true. I disagree with a lot of principles and positions made by religions...
But you know, I never said it before... sometimes I miss something...and I don't know what it is ...
I really try ...but I can't...
PS: It's funny...I never posted here...I dont even like to talk about religion, I dont feel comfortable...but since I disagree with a friend and had a hard discussion (and felt very sad ) about faith and religion...religion is in my mind...