What nationality r u Lech, if u tried 2 b Orthodox? Obviously u went the wrong way... if it is what I am thinking, u might have been exposed 2 post-communist influence on the Orthodox branch, and that is the wrong way... My 1/2 nationality is Serbian, so I am a strong believer, despite all the misfortune and corruption that happened in my little country of origin.. As I said before, ppl need 2 find faith on an individual basis!!!! U can't just go 2 church, and listen 2 the priest, hoping he will save u.. U have 2 do it urself!!