Thank you, whitebird.
Yes. It still hurts so bad though, when I think of all of the things he said to me, it hurts inside, and leaves me hurt because I thought he meant those things. I mean you don't say you love someone, that they were the best thing in their life, then the next day announce over email that you want to end things. That is really low. But, I'm not going to get that down about it I have decided, because he wasn't worth it. He's not worth my tears.
Wow, thank you so much.
I do feel guilty, even though I'm not exactly what for. Sounds weird, I know. Not so much at fault, but just regretting alot of things.
Yeah, it is hard, but I guess we learn from everything that we experiance.
Thanks again, I'm doing fine, my friends have been the biggest help of all, the support they have given me means the world to me. (Man, it sounds like someone has died, well it kinda feels like it). But I assure you, I will be fine. Thanks.