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Old 05-24-2004, 04:16 AM   #23
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Quote: (Originally Posted by Higher_Desire) moving too fast, he realized you're too good for him...
We were taking it slow, we both wanted to do that. I just don't understand, I have texted him, phoned him, emailed him but he's not replying to me, I don't know what's going on.

Quote: (Originally Posted by Higher_Desire) Don't beat yourself up over it.
I can't help it. After my last relationship, all I ever wanted was to be happy. I thought that this could go somewhere, we had feelings for each other, I just don't understand. Everything was working out so well. I'm sick of getting hurt.

Quote: (Originally Posted by Higher_Desire) I realize it's tough, but remember, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Yeah, I guess. But how many times do you have to get hurt to realise that you are a stronger person. I admitt, I have learnt alot through past experiances, but I only want to be happy, it's just not working for me. I'm only 15, how many more times is this going to happen.

Quote: (Originally Posted by Higher_Desire) That's one of the many reasons why I don't really want a relationship and why the thought of a real relationship scares me a bit.
Yeah, it did to me at first aswell.

And thank you, Colin...now I'm apologising if I sound stupid, I'm just upset, one minute I'm telling you guys how I care for Marc and the next minute, he's hurt me. I just want to know what's going on.
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