We were taking it slow, we both wanted to do that. I just don't understand, I have texted him, phoned him, emailed him but he's not replying to me, I don't know what's going on.
I can't help it. After my last relationship, all I ever wanted was to be happy. I thought that this could go somewhere, we had feelings for each other, I just don't understand. Everything was working out so well. I'm sick of getting hurt.
Yeah, I guess. But how many times do you have to get hurt to realise that you are a stronger person. I admitt, I have learnt alot through past experiances, but I only want to be happy, it's just not working for me. I'm only 15, how many more times is this going to happen.
Yeah, it did to me at first aswell.
And thank you, Colin...now I'm apologising if I sound stupid, I'm just upset, one minute I'm telling you guys how I care for Marc and the next minute, he's hurt me. I just want to know what's going on.
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'See the world in Green and Blue
Aotearoa right in front of you.
See the land of the long white cloud
Cape Reinga, to the fiords in the south.
Harbour lights in the City of Sails
Aroha, the love that never fails
See the bird with the leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colours came out.'
- Beautiful Day, Auckland, NZ - 24 Nov 2006
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