CreedFeed Community |
Someday On My Own
I hate myself for this / For doing this again
For feeding my hope Because there is no reason Not in hope So I’m letting the hope in me die / but don’t ask yourself why Because I fill my head with wishes All the wishing from my heart / But I also hate my heart I hate that it cares Because in caring it will hurt / And that pain lives in me always All of my days Wasted because I cared But the pain creates a truth / That every day with you comes hundreds on my own While my heart fades to stone And I don’t want to be alone I want to care for you / I want to need you But I will someday bleed for you And you will wash your hands of me Pretending I’m ok And I’ll pretend I don’t care / But I’ll still want you here Although I’ll know you don’t need me And that hollowness in me will consume / Tearing open the wounds Bleeding dry the hollowness inside Leaving nothing in me living Only wishing / Caring / wanting / somehow needing you And I will never have these things / only the pain that emptiness brings And someday far from now / alone in my room That emptiness will consume / Taking me over Taking me away And the last of my strength will say I need you / I hate me |
wow alot of pain,hurt,and suffering seems went into that one but it was so awesome!
|
Quote:
|
All times are GMT -4. The time now is 04:12 AM. |
Powered by vBulletin Version 3.5.2
Copyright ©2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Copyright © 2004 Steve Caponetto. All Rights Reserved.