Very teen angsty. I see it as this; It's like a man looking back on previous years of his life only to find that the way he acted during that time turned him into something he doesn't like nor wants to be. For whatever reason he acted that way(whatever way, it's unlcear) in the first place is up for interpretation. It could be fitting into highschool too changing yourself to be with someone that you dont genuinely go well with, but forced himself to. I also sense a lot of Alter Bridge in it.
Overall, I liked it. Good job. I would like to see more. The more the merrier, this place is usually slow so if only one or two people comment on your poem dont take it to heart. Chances are, those are the only people that come here regularly.
