Yeh, I remember Ace had a guitar with pickups that lit up, and smoked hehe. I love Ace man!!!
Oh hun thats fine. Huge changes are happening for U and when people go through stuff like this, there is a normal grieving process that we go through. Sounds like you are going through a healthy one, cos U are able to cry and stuff. That is good.
And also, I am just happy that U can leave school on a good note. Some walk away and never wanna look back cos it sucked so much for them, but U have awesome memories and that is so positive.
Though yeh, it is hard right now and I am sorry for that hun. We love ya.