Whitebird!
I am so sorry to hear about what happened to your friend
I know excatly what you are feeling, I had the same feelings after hearing about all the bad things that go on in the world now. So much tragedy and sadness
I just try to think about everything good that happens, it kinda helps block out all of the bad
Plus coming to the Creed boards helps to! Coming here is that break from reality that we all need once in a while