Sincirr..... prayers sent your way for your friend. How horrible that is, drugs eventually tear people down to the ground. I am so sorry for this, be there for her in her darkest moments. Having great friends are so important in life.
I can't thank all of you for your continued support. I have had a horrible couple of days and feel so down. I did not think I could cry anymore but it just seems to never stop. I can't wait to get past this thinking of "why me?" And that I am a failure. It is like putting all you have into something for 10 years and having it never be good enough. It just hurts so deep in my soul. This is the darkest period of my life, I hope sunny days are ahead sometime for me.
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"I don't want to know emptiness, take me down to the water wanna be baptized in your love far away from the lonliness, take my heart and wash away the fear let me be baptized in your love"
~Lenny Kravitz
"Baptized"
