LOL, you are not strange! It's good that you can see all the angles and not just the ones you were thinking about at the time. I look at writing as sort of like a journal, just capturing where you were in your head at that particular time. Each day, thought or feeling can be different from the previous one and it's interesting to capture all that on paper.
Silly monkeys give them thumbs
they make a club and beat their brother down.
How they survive so misguided is a mystery.